Archive for July, 2008

Question
July 23, 2008

What the hell is life if you’re not doing something insane?
I REFUSE to ever attempt to settle for average ever again.

Video ideas for Terminus…
July 21, 2008

So, I really want to plan a montage video for Terminus, but I can’t figure out what I want.
I really just want something fun and dramatic. Drama is fun. Something that will make you cry but make you smile as well. I have this really stupid idea of just taking video of people running and [...]

End of an Era?
July 18, 2008

Ever since I could remember, I’ve always felt like I was too much. Too emotional, too passionate, too attached. Definitely too attached. I’ve always went looking for a family, because I never really felt that I had one. There’s been many points throughout my life in which I thought I had found one. I wrap [...]

California Is Empty.
July 15, 2008

Besides John, Matt, Andrew and myself. Thank God for those three.
Although, even with them, I feel extremely lonely. Where did everyone go? Everyone seems to be gone, and it’s depressing the hell out of me. Especially with both of my best friends gone….SIGH. Still…I thought there were more of you here? WHERE DID EVERYONE GO?
HELLO, [...]

Answer Tone
July 8, 2008

I CAN’T PICK ONE! HELP ME! Currently if you call me, you will hear Brendon Urie telling you that he’s having phone sex with me (alright not really, but close enough). This is lovely and all, but I want a song now. I JUST CAN’T CHOSE ONE.
Here’s a few I was thinking of:
Standing In The [...]

Work, Tour, Life…
July 6, 2008

So, John and I went to pick up all my stuff from Santa Rosa. It was actually really depressing because my mom is moving out as well…which pretty much meant I was never coming back there. I cried…a lot. Generally, this past month has been extremely stressful. I’ve been feeling like there’s this black cloud [...]

Songs That Remind Me of the Fandom
July 6, 2008

We Are Family
Everyone can see we’re together
As we walk on by
and we fly just like birds of a feather
I won’t tell no lie
all of the people around us they say
Can they be that close
Just let me state for the record
We’re giving love in a family dose

Starry Eyed Surprise
Once again, I find myself with my [...]